balapan

up until jakarta bombing, and then back to xinjiang, and then back to afganistan, pakistan, iraq, southern phillipines... (i think the list is just too long to be written over here)

i am afraid that what i am doing is not fast enough to face them...

i already opened the door, and finally managed to step my first step inside it. still i cant see the edge. but i keep on stepping my feet. and i dont want to be defeated by the exhaustion the normal human being always have.

the oil price is climbing again to almost 80 USD per barrel (something which i predicted in my last two post), the stocks are skyrocketing again, the macro indicator are good again.. but that's all only an indicator. the human will always remains as human until forever, and until today when every value of life is all about numbers (money, i mean)

i am afraid that what i am doing is not fast enough to face them...

i am dreaming to see all human back to their original position again. where anyone always thinking as if they are just a blink of an eye for what they are standing now, and preparing for the real journey behind all this. the human will have nothing to lose and doing good things for every drop of sweat they have without even thinking about what they are having,, because we are only a human being..

i am afraid that what i am doing is not fast enough to face them...

from converting the human being into the human having..