Tuesday, September 19, 2006

psychological muscle

do you find out that the greatest gift given by the Almighty is the gift that force you to loose what you like most??

yes, i find it.

i've passed so many catastrophic episode of life.. i had to loose almost everything i liked most ever since my child age. yes, there are so many things i had to loose.

but i woudn't be this strong without it all.

those loose are like a muscular training; your muscular gets stronger and stronger every time the load of your training is increased. even before the training started, the muscle is nothing. just after we born to the world from our mothers, we were simply nothing.. we're not strong enough to walk by ourselves, not strong enough to draw food to our lips by ourselves, and many more. but here we are, as an adult i can even outperform my parents in a running competition (of course i do :) because my parents grew older and older..thank God, for giving me parents like them)

those loose made my soul significantly stronger than ever before. if my body is developed by physical exercises, my soul is developed by the loose i have passed throughout my life, and still.

i choose not to spell out the detail about the loose i have been dealing with at this occasion. i just want to give you the analogy that the loose you are dealing with IS your very beginning of your extraordinary life..trust me.